Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Who am I?

Looking through the past
Never thought that it will end
Was hoping it would be forever
To death till us part
But I think we were not meant to be
For if not I won't change my mind
How I think about this
But sadly
I did.
Not that I want.
I'm so sorry.
Who are you?
Or maybe,
Who am I?

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Freaky Dream

I had this freaky dream for a few days now. Nearly the same one everytime but the conversation are not. It happened a few days before his birthday. I remember constantly thinking about him every single second when I miss him. Then, everytime I close my eyes to sleep, less than 20 seconds, I'm awake by a shake on my shoulder. My heavy and tired eyes flutter opened. The first thing I saw was his face. "Hello there..." he said and gave me that michievious grin. "Whawhawha what'cha doing here??" I asked, not believing my eyes. I lifted myself up and reached out to touch his face. 'It feels so real...' I thought, 'But it can't be! He's in Australia!' "To see you...I missed you, you know..." And he leaned in and gave me a hugged. "I miss you too...its been a year you know..." He gave me a kiss on the cheek. We started talking until 2 in the morning when he decided he should leave. "Bye and take care..." he said and gave me a final kiss on my lips and tucked me into bed. "Goodnight..." he said as I gave him a smile when my eyes fluttered shut. The next day when I woke up, I can't believe it was all a dream. But it felt so real, even the last kiss felt so real. It happened again for the next few days. On the day on his birthday, he called me. From the conversation, I'm not the only one who had that dream. He did too. I guess it was God's way of granting his birthday wish, which is to talk to me again. Thank you, Lord. =D