Sunday, February 16, 2014

I wanna leave

I feel so exhausted. So tired. I don't see improvements. I see so many obstacles ahead of me. Today in mass, I told God that I have decided to put all things that are pulling me down, making me frustrated, making me feel like giving up, all to him. But I feel like I am letting go everything. Why can't I just be average? At least better than poor. I am so down. So much in mental exhaustion and pain. I really just want to leave and go. Pack my bags and get on a jet plane. Let the world make peace with my troubled soul. Or at least have one person who cares, and tell me is alright. Sigh.

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